A new year

One more year I can mark of the list
One year wiser
One year smarter
One year closer to going to calag
One year closer to moveieng out
One year closer to starting a fameil
ONe year closer to owne a busnis
One or more lesions lernd
One or more lesons taght
One or more people who have touched my life
One or more poeple whos lives i have touched
One more year of fun
One more year of friendships growing
One more year of blessings
One more year of paing
One more yer of hearships
One more year of friends ships ending
One more year of smart things done
One more year of dumb things done
One more year filled with the truth
One more year filled with lies
One more year to hate
One more year to love
One more year to grow closer to God
One more year down and how ever mean God choose to give me to go

A new year and a grate time to look back and see how life has gona adn what has hapend. And learning onec agen that life will go on. One more year means so mean things. And i hope God will please this year for you and your familes. Life can be hard and a new year can be scare a nother chance to mess up. But you alow have to rember it is another year to learn to do something wright. So take this year slow stop and smeal the roses look bac k next year and say this was a grate year. So what do you say? don't worey so much jsut relaces and let the year be. Let God show you what he wants to. And let everthing play out couse it alll has a reson. God has a plane for it. Make it your new years resilutions ome thing worth will like spending more time with God. Or mabey doing more things for Him. Or jsut lisen to him more. What do you say?

Do you ever fell like the cards are delt agenst you like you jsut got a wiked bad hand in uno. Or mabey you fell like you got the stort end of thes stike, or mabey nothing is going oyur way and it realy jsut stink on ice. I knew how that fell. School for me is frustrating. Alot of the time i have to have things repeted or i dont understand what people are saying.I get confused easly. I got this threa no matter who you are no matter where you live, no matter waht you are going to have strugles in your life. Poeple i have diffrnet stuggels mente,l fiscical, amoutinal, fameiley. So no matter what you msut have a sturgle. some thing you hate you wish you didn't want to have in you life. Hay i do i ant gana diny it i do. And i bet when i saidl i struglew you thought of one right.

well i have lernd a few things. One is that there is a reson for ever thing. I moved from one sdtat to anothere. I thought it was the end of the world it turns out one of the best things happend to me.that called Gods will for my life. Two God has a plane for your life no matter what you think. I can qustion that alot becouse of me haveing dyslaxia. And three good theings and bad things will come you way but ther is a plane for it.

But i always knew that that threa cna seem realy wrrong. Becouse to me i knew hwat it is like you fell like you are livening in a worled were everthing is perfect. Man do i knew that. Me and a friend agre on this and to us it seems like ever one else has a perfect life no matter what. And bolece me it stinks somewtimes wehn you think how you have tobe reminded ever single day about your problum and it fells like no one else has one. I guess i have a word of advise people mmsot likely have strugles in there life if not knew latter, but no one has a picture perfect olife i knew it seems like it but thay dont. but any way that is my two scens today.

Today some thing was said to me that really heart me.Their are serton things that do heart me and some one said some thing to me i will not say who or what. But i was heart. And rely didn't feal like talking to them at all.

I felt when this was said to me that they looked down on me because of a factor, it made me think what you don't think i am on the same playing field as you. I strive for the same grades as ever one els we are on a level playing field i was so mad at this person for what they sail they how no wright to say it.

I got mad because i was like what do you think we are not on the same playing field what am i sopos to go play with little kids wall you stay here. I am not going to say i am grate at stuff but i do knew when it comes to school i am on the same field as ever one else i play the same game i get help only in spell even thought i struggle in other areas. I made me mad. I don't think people take dyslexia as serious as it is. Only because there is no medication for it. But that is what makes it even worse because there is no cure or even help. I work twice as hard for half the grade. That is what it is like i can study for 4 hours then get a C and the person next to me can studio for 30 minuets and get an A. It really stinks on ice. It is some thing that I really struggle with because i am like why do i try. To me some times it just seems like it doesn't matter how hard i work it all just crashes down. But that's my life.

Jokes

I will answerer your request i don't think it will be grate but here you go

OK how mean times a day do you here a joke? Well i mean i like jokes and i make them all the time. You could ask my friends. Weather there good or no who knows. When i make jokes the only time i ever bring other people in to my jokes is when I go Johnny is think man i wish ___ would stop taking man maybe i can get them to stop if i just act like I'm not paying attention. Man it didn't work. I make jokes like that pritey much i make fun of my self. But I'm going to ask you a question how mean times have you listened to a joke about some one with ADD ADHD or have an LD. i bet your thinking Ha ha man my friend just made a joke about that a couple days ago. You knew what i don't fined them funny. I take them offensively. When people make dyslexic jokes there making fun of me with out knowing it. Most people don't knew i have dyslexia. I don't want them to. But some times i just fell like telling them to show them how normally people with dyslexia are. I mean last time i checked people over exaggerate dyslexia in jokes and ADD and ADHD. Have you herd that joke how mean ADHD kids does it take to skew in a little bauble? Hay look a squeal. I herd that one time and thought it was funny but then i thought about the meaning. The next time some one said it to me i saild. One. All I'm saying is next time you make jokes like that think about who you are making fun of and what if that was you.

Ok if you haven't noticed i like picters to ilistrat what i am tring to say. So here is anothher one

ok I like rideing my bike you knew your bedling alone and you see a hill comeing up so you our like alright im going to get redey for the hill. Knew pictur this theres a coner you turn the corner and right there is a hill. YOu realy dont have time to priper for it.

There are kids i knew who dont intental but do cinda make fum of me for seten things. And then there are a hewe poeple i would never expect that from. But sometihng happend and i knew the person didn't mean to hert my fellings but thay did. And it was one of thos people i didn't expect it from. So it hert. But all im saying is be carful with your words thay are more harmful then a sword. And thay can scar people for life. Or tare them to pices. I knew it is hard but some times you just got to let the words roll of your shoulder and forget about it. It's hard i knew i have to do it to and man alive is it hard sometimes i knew but you jsut have to try. And rember now matter if you got no friends some friends or bad friends there will alwas be a friend whi isn't ever gona let you down. Jesus.

Life through a darkened window

Some people say dyslexia is a gift. They say that because people with dyexia some times have little talents like art music wrighting stuff like that I don't knew of any I have but this I s not my point. I don't understand why people say it's a gift. To me it's more like a curs. With dyslexia it is like looking through a widow with a ton off dust or one with those intercity disins. No matter what you do you can not the world fully. That is what it is like. I see the world a lot differently the other people. When I look at a math problems I figure out the answer in a totally different way then you do. Not because that is how I was taught but because that is how my brain works. I can type kind fats if I look at the key board but if I don't I don't to that grate at all. My brain works alot different then yours does. It's like a video game two people wont play the exact same way no matter what they do. That's cinda what it is like. To process languish my brain uses on the left side. But some one without dyslexia us the front right and left part of there brain. Which is more effective. So I will never see the world the same as you but I don't mind then I will express stuff deferent from you and I might have a couple cool experience that is I didn't have dyslexia I would never have. I guess I don't mind heaving dyslexai. I wont call it a gift. It is more like a nuisance

Ok sorry I affront written in a will you knew I've been heaving some ADD lately not relay but. Yeah well that brings me to my first point. Today. Ok like I make fun of my self all the time and about dyslexia I think that is ok but I don't think it is ok for a "Normal" person to make fun of some one with a learing disability and I don't think it would be ok for me to make fun of some one else who has a learn disability. It is just some thing I don't think is I right.

point 2. School to me isn't that cool. I just don't like school one because I don't do good in large groups and two because I'm bad at school. I don't get good grades because I just don't. The only thing good about school is 1 my friends. If it wasn't for one of my friends I don't knew how I would survive school and life. 2 couch of gym I like to run and jump and all that fun stuff and I don't have to wright in that class. The only problem is some times following directions. So yeah.

point 3. I have no idea how I could go through life with an LD with out God. I mean it would just be horrible. I mean knew that there is a resin I have an Ld and some day I hope I will learn that reason but for knew I ma just holding on to that reassuring.

So yeah that is all for knew and sorry I haven't updated on for ever but I will more I think. So yeah.

You knew there are something in life that realy efect you. I want to shere one with you in hope this never happens to any one else. So of you might find this disterbing. But it is strong and i hope it gets my piont acros.

Seens I'm dyslixic im not good at alot of thing's including reading, hand wrighting and spelling. On this post i am going to atemput to show you what it is like when some one rubs it in my favce. It fells like some one stabbing you in the leg. You didn't ask them to do it but thay did thay did it. At first it's jsut irtating then it kill's it's a stricing bane runigh through you. But you dont knew how to stop hoe are you sopost to take the nife out. And thay toel with you moveing this way that make it go in depper and depper. And it kills and all you do is make it stop but can do is clench your fist and count the menets down one bye one. Praying God will bless you and make this person go away, amd then thay do. But stilll fave the nife in your leg and you dont knew how to tke it out. And if your luckeyone of your friends will grabe the knife andpull it from your leg. Thay'll rap the wound and thne help you stand up . But a fell dasys latter you have a scar. It dosn't jsut go away it's still there. You dont forget it. insted you will alwas rember thos werds that day.

I'm not righting this for bittey I'm saying this is what can hapen tyo dyslexic people. People just make fun of me. Thats the choce. I just dont want htis sto happen to someone els.

Fading words

Simple skill. Lising the words come ion your erase, the sound go to your brain and your brain trantslat the sound to word's. Atlest that is how I understand it. But what happens when your Brian faels to do it's function. That's what it fells like. Here let me explain to day at youth group. We were trying to figure out what gift God has given us or gifts. And I looked at the bagf and lisend to our leader cosue we were in small groups. But the words were menan less like it was a foring langing it could get some of it but then i couldn't' I sould pitcher what she was saying but didn't process it. It's quiste confusing maybe I just was day dreaming or some thing who nose.

Sorry i havent writen in forever. But yeah i have been laze. Well on my last to spelling test's i got 100. But 1 i only have 12 words and 2 I get alot of help. Onbe of my friends said a nother kid in my classe is dyslexic and i think i knew who it is but i dont realy want to knew. Any way yeah. but i am alwas looking on the internet for more in fo on dyslexia. amd found this out. THant some one without dyslexia uses the left side of thgere brain for langig. But as for me i use the left and right wich is less ifective. One of my friends today though i should be a docter couse i knew about mediacl stuff. I just like to knew about that stuff. And i sipple replid im not smart inufe. I berly can make it through reguler school let alone medical that would be imbosiblebut any way i dont ned to think about that yet. So yeah i guess that is what is going on in my life sorry i havent posted in forever.

Help some one

I have like a challenge. But I will give it to you at the end of the post. As school starts I noticed some thing.

Ok let me ask you this how mean times have you see some one who needs help and disn't stop to help them. When have you looked at some one with atone of books and waked wright by them. Or some one spilled there stuff in the hallway and you just kept waeking. Why didn't you stop? I've done it before just kept waeking. But you knew when your weaking down the hall was don't you here you should have stopped. At school they want us to be world changers but how are we sops to chang the world when we cant even stop and help some one. If you want to make a difference stop help and see what happens some times it can chang the world if you help one persona have you see the commercial one guy helps some one then another and another and another till it comes full circle. Tomorrow you could waek by some one who needs help.


So here is my challenge when you see some one who needs help stop and help them just see what happens. That's my challenge.

Well today I tacked to my enlish teacher and she said that for the first test I am only going to do 12 words. I think it will be ok I don't really knew if it will help maybe less words will help I don't knew we will see what happens. But I still go down to Mrs. B. We will see how it goes I don't knew how grate it will be cause the words are wicked confusing this week. But atlest I don't have to take it tomorrow. (sorry guys.) Any way I prople should study more and I will tell you how it woks out.

Ok so today was my first day of school I guess it was ok most of my teachers are cool I don't really knew about my English teacher but my bible and history and math teacher and of course science teacher are cool. My Bible teacher makes it sound like we are going to have tons of fun this year. So yeah. But an way I never have liked English. But this year we have this thing where we can take three pretest at or house and if we get hundred we bring it in with our parents signature and don't have to take the test on Monday it sounds cool. O h and in enlish do you remover that story I tolled you a long time ago about that girl and I asked her what a word was. Well she sits infront of me in English. So not so good. Any way I will update about likes and dislike and hard the things at school so yeah.

Ok my friend gave me some ideas about what to talk about but I thought instead I would give you an inset in to my world. I lik to spel lik it sunds. modt of the tim it is rong and peple cant undrstand me. I hope you got that. COuse that is how I think some thing is spell. One really bad thing about that is when i say knew. I spell it like that when it is sopost to be spelld like this new. I just alwas spell it like that. I take on IM alot and one girl that dosn't knew im dyslexic gets all like you spelled that wrong it dosn;t bother me but i knew it bothers other people. Even if thay dont adnmit it i spell thing realy wrong and dont get the difrenc betwen words. It's frustrating becouse it makes reading hard i have ben out read by a five year old. It is hard for me to read and frustatiing the most frustrating part is when i cant figur out a word i knew i should knew' It's realy rfustaring. I dont knew what couses dyslexia. all i knew is i have it.
(I'm not going to spell chek so you can se how hard it is for me to spell or atlest how bad it is)

Ok so I went to orientation and my teachers seem ok. But one thing I am stressed about is who is in my English class. She is one of my good friends but she doesn't knew I am dyslexic. And ever time we take a spelling test I go to the special helps room cause I have to take a special test. So when come back I don't knew what to say cause I think she will get suspicious. It is just hard to think about cause I don't want to heart her. But I really don't want to tell her. Ah anyway yeah that is one thing I am stressed about and don't everyone get me started on spelling test they stress me out the most. It is so weird though cause my grades on my spelling test fluctuate a lot ;Ike I will get a really good grade. (for me). And the next week I will get a wicked bad grade so yeah I guess I will tell you what it is like to have dyslixai darning then school year when I go back

Ok O told you I really long time ago that I didn't like it when people felt bad for me. Or what ever you want to call it. So well guess I will explain why. Well I don't like it when people fell bad for me becouse makes me fell weak. See this is just my there But I feal like when people fell bad for me that expect less of me, and when people do that then there is nothing for me to prove them wrong about. My parents aren't like oh your grades don't matter you wont make good ones any way. They chanleng me to make good grades. And when I do my parents are really proud of me. Wich I like. But I don't want people to think I am incapable of some thing like any thing and I don't want people to tret me like I'm five. So yea that's why I don't went pitey.

Ok well one of my friends said I should tack about what dyslexia effects in my life. The truth be told I don't knew what it dose. See seen I have dyslexia I don't knew what is "normal". So I will take the other topic what I do to forget about it. SO um yeah. I guess I really never forget. But there are thing that make me take my mind off of it. Well I like sports and that help I wakebord and snowboard. I also really like music I love to lessen to it and I play the guitar. I'm not that good but I like to play in my room. I like to Wright. I like wrighting cause when I Wright I control what's happening and what is going to happen. I have control and I can escape from the world I live in, to a world I have made. So yeah I guess that is what I do when I want to take my mind off of dyslexia.

School starts in two weeks and it totally stinks on ice. School is the worst. You could say I hate it. I think that if I did better in school I would like it more it is just so hard and theirs spelling and it's boring and theirs spelling and there are test and spelling and teachers and spelling and relay hard work and spelling and you get graded and did I mench there is spelling. So yeah I think you get a hate spelling and think school is dumb. I would rather stay at home and play guitar all day. I don't like school at all man it is so dumb gerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I don't want to go back. Dumb school dumb books, dumb test, dumb stress. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So yeah I am not exited to go back in the least sense. Sorry I really Ned to vent and my friends have been bugging me to update.

I shut you out maybe even heart you a couple of times. I never tell you if so things wrong or even if I'm mad. I shut the door when it comes to my felling and lock it wright behind me. I don't want you to see the true me. I sit and listen but when the questions are turned on me I shy away. I pretend I didn't hear you and chang the subjetct. See I don't want you to see the felling inside of me. I'd rather tell you my secret then tell you my felling. I'd rather tell you how to build some thing then tell you my felling. When it comes to that subject it's behind closed doors. I want you to bush to have me tell you couse it takes a really trust for me to tell you what I fell. So push shove what ever it takes. I just want you to show me I can trust you. That's who I am so welcome to my life.

Never giving titles

He never knew how his words hart me. Never even knew even when he was jokin'. He never even how his words tour me down. How killed me inside. I never even knew he was joking. But knew it's all over and there are miles between me and him. Some times I miss him some times I wish I was with him. When I saw him last not a joke was cracked. All we wasnted to do was kech up. A couple of days I see him agen will kech up like the the old friends we are. WE just a couple of old friends trying to keep in touch. Hope tomorrow will come just see him agen. Oh he'll never knew how I miss him. Just to old friends. A sad day in first grade. A teacher moved us around. Little did she knew putting use next to each other would make friends for life friends for ever. Were to old friends.
Ok don't ask I'm just think about a friend of mine how I really miss him and cant wait to see him I don't even knew if this is a song or a poem or just some thing I wrought well yeah any way.

tack the mask from my face. Show the world how I am and how I truly could be. Show them I am more then a shadowy in the background. Show them I am more then I simple sound. Make them believe you believe in me. Make them think I am on top of the world. For what you see in me is more then I see in my self. Make me jump of the edge. Make me look my fears in the eye. Make me stand in front of a crowd and play my song. Make me yell to the world who I am. Make me speak my mind. Tell me I am smart. Tell me I am strong. Tell me to always be me. All I ned is a push, a smile, a laf, a joke, And some hope. For you see I don't see this in me but I knew you see more in me then I do.

You know I'm a really shy person. I don't knew I get scared when people are around. I'm not good at like stepping up. Sometimes I just wish I could stay at home. I truly don't like big crowds I just like when it is me and a couple of friends. A lot of the time I just fell like I am being left out and it cinday hearts. Where I usto to live I knew everyone and I felt like I fit in. But right knew I don't knew. I guess I will just have to step up and be less shy. I will try.

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The question of the day

When I try to get air on the wake I look just like you. When I am trying to play that cord on my guitar I look just like you. When I tack to friends I look just like you. When I read a book I look just like you. When were sparing and I look you in the eyes I look just like you. When I ride my bike down the street I look just like you. When I am tacking pictures I look just like you. When I'm cheering for my favorite team I look just like you. I might look like you, some times even act like you. But if you get into my head it's a deferent story. It all changes. How you see me changes. On the out side we look the same but on the inside we are total different. I can act like you. Make people believe I'm like you. But I'm not. I'm dyslexic. Some times I wish I had the ceriag to scream this to the world or just tell my class mats. But alas I don't. I have said before I were a mask. I where it ever day even around friends. Some times I fell like I should just let my mask fall to the flour. But I hold on to it so tiatley I make it seem so really. What would happen if I did let it fall? Let ever one knew I am not for real. Would they dine me? Would they be ok with who I am? Would that tern from me? Would they act like they never knew me? When they truly never did. Or would it all be ok. Is the question of the day.

Ok

My last post was prate intense it ruffled a few feathers you could say. I meant what I said though. I don't want help unless it if from a special eds teacher. I don't want help from class mates. The reason I already been heart from them. And I never want to go through that agen. It's a trust thing, I guess. I was heart by some ones words and I don't think I can trust like that agen. I never saw what was coming. I'm to scared to ask for help agen. That's why I don't want help is because I was heart. I knew ever one is not like that. The reason I want to be treated the same is cues I just want to fad in to the shadows of life. I'm a afraid that if I'm put in to the the spot light of life just a little that people will see wright through my mask that mask I have worked to make. I guess my life is like the simple plane song welcome to my life. Cues for me it feels like it is faller after faller. But I have learned to pick my self up and brush the dust of my should because you have to keep going and not live in that moment. That's how I see it that's why my words are so intense I've built a wall to take some of the impact of what people say or what I fell. I don't like to show when I'm heart I don't tell any one I work through it my self. I'm not a role modal at all relly I would hate if some one looked up to me cues if they could get in to my head they would no ,longer want to look up to me. I don't want pity or sypothe cues they don't help me they just well I don't knew. But I don't want to be looked down on ether. I just wanted to day that so you would knew why I said what I said that's all.

Has there ever been a moment in your life where your hart stops. Well there have been multiple times that has happened to me , it happens when ever people menchin dyslexia around me and people who don't knew I have it. I don't like to tell people about it because I don't want to seem different. I don't want pity or help or sympathy. I was born with this. It wasn't my chose,. It was my fate destiny my plane that God gave me. I think that is the worst thing people can do to me is just take pity on me. I don't need it it doesn't help me, it just hearts me. That's why there are only certain people in my life that knew about it. Most of my friends don't knew if I had a chose one of them woodn't. I don't think my cousins knew I have dyslexia. But that's not my point the reason only some people knew. Is because I don't want pity I don't want help I don't want sympathy I don't want to be treated different. The best thing anything can do for me is to just treat me the same as everyone else that's all I want.

Ok then

Ok well I just thought I would ask if you all have any questions about dyslexia I can probably answer them and if not I love the internet

MY escape

Ok I don't knew if this is what everyone does or just me or maybe other dyslexics. But I have these cretin thing that I do when I want to forget about dyslexia or reality or grades or anything, I call them my escapes. So any way like I sailed I do them when I just want to slip away from reality. So the first two are snowboarding and wakebording. These to are easy cause I love to do them and there is nothing to do with dyslexia when am doing them. It's like the world just fades away and it is just me and the water or me and the snow. A nether is I just lesion to music. I'll go into my room and depending on my mood turn on the appropriate song. My third is bike rides I love to ride my bike and it's nice cause it is just me and I can think(as long as I still payention an don't run in to any thing). My last thing I do is Wright. I don't knew if I love wrighting or if it is just fun. There are to things I Wright of cores I Wright on my blog and the other is I'm wrighting a story. Ok but the story is dumb. I think out of all of those I like wrighting the most because it brings me to a world I have made up and tacks me away from reality. So that is all I have to say I knew it is dumb but just thought about it.

Um

Do you ever fell like you never can say the Wright thing. I mean to me it fells like I always say the wrong thing always at the wrong time. But I mean it just like oh I shouldn't have sailed that. I mean I always say dumb things and I think man that was so stupid. I just wish that I could knew what to say and when. If you haven't notice I don't think before I tack or type wish is a bad thing. Oh I don't think who other people will react to it. And then I fell dumb. Sometimes I just wish I could like be this person who always knew what to say. But that's impossible.

Ok so I don't knew

I don't knew if I have sailed this before or talked about this before but I think I will . I knew I have sailed this is the worst thing or this but, I knew that a hard part about begging dyslexic is not knowing. Well let me start with this, when ever I start something new I never no if my dyslexia will effect it or how much. I mean it is cind of like an insecurity I don't knew. I mean it does in a lot of areas of my life, it even efecs in sports. And it also makes it so I can't do a lot of extracurricular acrtivites, because I have to spend more time on studding and I have to spend extra time on homework. Well the homework one is from frustration cause I get mad at my homework sometimes not like in the mental way or anything just in the I hate this cind of thing. Well that was of subject. Anyway a nother thing is I never knew is in school if some of the stuff I am going through is like normal or what ever or like are my friends going through the same thing. I don't knew. So was thinning and all of this came to my mind say anyway.

Ok

I just wanted to clarify my last post. One I have no idea if it is a poem. Two I wrought it. And Three don't ask me where it came from because I just wrought it I guess you could say all of what I wrought is how I truly fell. So the poem is how I fell ok.

No idea

To be deferent hopping no one knows, living like your normal dreaming that you were, run from your troubles and hiding from your past, looking to the future never turning back, hopping tomorrow is not the same as today. A longing to be like everyone else. Hopping they never see through the mask you've made. A mask you never tack of a mask you hid behind, hiding from the world who you truly are. A mask that for one minuet makes you fell the same. Wishing one day hoping the next that you dream will some day come true. The dream you knew is impossible but still you hold on to hope. Hope for the future hope for strength hope for a better day. The dream of being normal is all you have to hold on to. By Dj

Good Bye

Ok so I am going to be gone. But don't wore I will be back and posting in no time do I guess this is good bye with the intention of posting agen.

I don't knew

Ok I would not suggest reading this post it is just a vent. Ok so I just got thinking and was thinking you knew so any way. Have you herd the swich foot song the beautiful let down and there CD beautiful let down. Well he says " I don't belong her" well that is how I am beginging to fell with my friends. I mean it just fells like I am so different from all of them and I don't knew I just think that I don't really belong with them some times and I think so of them can tell. Cause when I get uncomfortable I get really quite. But I don't knew I just fell like I am so distant from them. I don't knew it is just so weird. I don't knew I just dint fell comfortable around them some times. I told you not to read this so if you don't like it then I warned you.

Ok then will tell

What's up with all the tiger pix?


Ok I knew the tigers have nothing to do with dyslexia but one of my friends parents own a wild life preserve. It is a non-profit organization and they take any animal that was a banded or taken form the wild and then the owner decided it no longer wanted the tiger. Any way so I have a really soft spot for animals I'm sorry I just do and I don't have pickes of me so I decided why not the tigers. I love these animals because unlike people they don't jug you that just love you and want to play with you and they never make you fell dumb. So that is why I have the pikchers of the tigers and cause they are one of the things in my life that make me forget may even just for a minuet that I am dyslexic.

La La

Ok agen I have nothing to say so I think you all should give me something to talk about please help me.

Nothing to Wright

Ok so I'm board and have nothing to Wright about so.......... I had a though ask me a question ok cause I am board any question I don't care what it is about and if I knew anything about your question then will look it up ok so ask away.

I want to clarify

I think you all are getting the wrong impression on what I am saying. I don't try to not be dyslexic or hope I am not dyslexic when I wake up in the morning. I knew that dyslexia is a part of me and is who I am. Dyslexia is my thunderstorm on a sunny day. WE all have difficulties in life weather mental or fascicle or even family related. I knew that there is really no one that I knew personally that knows what I am going through. None of my friends and none of my family. But that is ok. I was made this way for a reason a purpose. Some day I might knew why but today I don't. So I am over dyslexia I guess you could say. For me I just knew it is something that will never Chang. But I am ok with that because it is who I am cause I would not be me with out dyslexia. So I wanted to make that clear to all of you that I am fine with being dyslexic.

What if

What if I didn't have dyslexia. I have thought about that so much. I have though man I would finely fit in and I would just be normal ( what ever that is). Maybe I would might good grades be some one grate. But then I come back to reality times I just wish I didn't have dylsexia. You knew it would be some much easer but then what I mean who would I be. Dyslexia is something that defines me it makes me who I am. It makes me well me. If I didn't have dyslexia I would never have to turn to other thing for good times I might have never tried snowboarding wakebording. I might not be Wright. Couse I wouldn't have to. All of those things are escapes for me so I can just forget that I am different that I can forget that I don't fit in they make me forget about it. So I guess I wont ever try to Chang who I am. Couse 1 I can't and 2 I might have troubles but it makes me who I am.

I hate days like this

Today I went and saw a move with my friends, and when I came home my mom wanted to show me some thing. So I was like ok and she gave me my grades and on the top was a paper that sailed I mead honerol. But that is the thing I liked till I look at my grades. I don't knew I just thought I could do better then that . See when this semester started I was like I am going to get all A's. So I worked for that. See this is why some of my friends say I have low selfastem is because I get heart like this I just think that I could relay do well here and finely just do good. But ever time I go for a goal I never make it. I'm tired of grades and I should just face it I cant get start A's I already work really hard and then times I work my hardest all that happens is I get an F. I don't have low selfastm I am just tired of saying I can do some thing and then being slapped in the face with reality. Being shown that that goal I set I wont make it. That's why I hate days like this.

Ok some things I have learned

There are some things I have learned because of dyslexia. One is that everything in life will not be given to you on a silver platter. Two with dyslesxia some times it don't matter if you studded from the time you got home till dinner for spelling test. You still might get an F that one I hate especial when your friend who barley studded got an A. Three that with dyslexia I usual learn a t a slower pace which can be annoying actual it is. Four I have to look to other thing then school to have fun or a good day like wakebording or snowboard. I love those sports. And five who you are is not always excepted by everyone. I just though those would be good to share with you.

Ok I am bordish

Ok so I have nothing to post about about so I have decided to see if you have any questions about dyslexia. So ask any questions about dyslexia in a response and I will answer in my next post. Thanks.

Man that is annoying

Would you like to knew what is annoying is when you are trying to read something and for like 10 minutes you are sitting there trying to figure out what a word is and you cant . Just though I wood say that. Yeah I think words are dumb so any way I just thought I should put it out there for all of you all to knew. Oh and I knew the picture has nothing to do with this post I just thought you should meat Hannah.

I'm getting better all the time

Well I am cinday board but had this on my mind. See the title of this post is I'm getting better all the time wall that is some of a country song it is also explaining me right knew. I don't knew if I am just begging weird or anything but I just thin I am getting better about having dyslexi. It is a part of me I cant Chang it. Although it is a nuisance if I ever had a choose I don't think I would Chang that I have it. I do some times think about what my life would be like if I didn't have dyslexia from the biggest thin like getting good grades to the smallest like begging able to Wright with out ton of spelling errors. But there are good thing that come out of me having dyslexia like I have had to all my life to work harder then everyone else I still remember being in thread grade and my little sister coming home with an A on her spelling test and being upset because just the year before I had taken the same test and probable gotten an F on it. I was always so baffled about it. But I think it has made me better because when I get older I will not expect everything to be easy, but instead I knew it will be harder. Sense I have some much trouble in school and other thing it has mad me have an imagination just to escape for a little bit from the trouble I have in ever day life it is like an escape I guess. So I just wanted tell you all that because I think you should knew that have dyslexia has made me a better person. I just thought that would be important to tell you.

another post another day. You knew what I think is really the worst part about being dyslexic or heaving an mental disability aka learning disability. I have to say it is fear. I knew what you are thinking fear? What how is that the worst? Well allow me to explain. Fear for me is different then what you fear I fear people finding out that I am dyslexic or fear that people will treat me different because of it and the fear of someone prejudge me because of it. Ok well the first one is just me probable and that is one reason I don't tell you my name well that other is just security anyways I don't want people to knew I am dyslexic because I just don't I don't think could ever give you a reason for it. The second reason is simple fear of being looked own on or put down. I was reading something one day and read this why do people with disabilities think the world revolves around them. I could not hold back my anger and responded alone the lines of I don't tell my friends or anyone because I don't want them to knew because I don't want the world to revolve around me. I think that is my biggest fear. The third is I don't want to be prejudge I knew it happens ever day but I don't want people to knew because I don't want to be prejudge. I knew that sometimes people with a disability are often called dumb. Yes I knew I already call my self dumb but I do knew that it probable is not true. I don't knew where all of the came from. I just though I would and this one thing when I do some stuff I usually have a signature it goes like this. I am a wakeborer, a surfer, a snowboard, and a strong Christen. Oh yah I am dyslexic. Any problems ? So yah. I hope you enjoyed reading this post. So um I guess.

Um so

Ok I don't have a lot to take about today. So I just thought I would give you another look into my life. I don't knew if I have a lot to complain about I'm only dyslexic I mean it could be a lot worse. Right? I once was asked how much of my life was effected by dyslexia. Truly when I thought about it, it affects a lot of my life I have come to realize that it doesn't only effect my school life but a lot more then that. I have learned that dyslexia effects my sport life to, I have problems with instructions and I also I have a little problem with learning my form for Tie Quon Do. So really I think dyslexia effects all my life. But I have also learned that with the difficulty of disallows also come the rewords. I have learned that because of the trouble with school and other things that I can really to others easily. I have gone through thing that none in my family or any of my friends will go through, but it has made me a better person. Wow this is a long post. So I guess I just wanted to say that. Thanks for reading.

Ok so for me I think the worst thing about being dyslexic is when I have to ask for help. I don't knew if I am to proud or to scarred people will think I am dumb. But I think the worst encounter I ever had was one day wall we (the class and me) we doing some English homework, and ofcours there is a word that I can not figure out. After multiple tries of sounding it out all ending in defeat I finely ask the girl behind me what the word was. And this is what made me mad was she used one of those tons that just sailed what are you stupid. I think that was what hurt the most. Well all I did was say thank you and turn around. Oh and about to scenic later I forgot the word but didn't have the courage to ask what it was again in fear of the same thing happening. So for me that has to be the hardest thing about being dyslexic.

Just an nother thought

Ok so just because I am dyslexic it does not mean I knew what ever dyslexic person thinks. So if you ever see a book like what your dyslexic child id think I would not advise you to read it to get a look at your child's mind. So this is how I fell about it. I don't like to tell people ever. I believe it is not a gift but it is a part of me. I think it is a little annoying at times but would never Chang that I have it. Think people with dyslexia can Chang the world just not me. So those are my thoughts

Ok so I will give you my first bit of information. See I think you would like to knew how do people get dyslexia. Well dyslexcia usual runs in families so it is come for more then one family member to have dyslexia. It I neurological. So if you have it in your family and if you are heaving trouble in spelling read math or keeping numbers street in an order, my best guess is to see if you are dyseixic.
There is different cases of dyslexia. With me it a sever case that causes problems with Math reading spelling other subjects. Also just because I child is dyslexic it does not meant that they are dumb I am sheer you would not say Tom Crush is dumb or Elbert Instin who were two dyslexic people. That is all for knew.

hello and welcome

Hi ok so I am officially a bloger any way this blog is going to be sully about dyslexia. See I am dyslexic and that is why have the time you wont be able to understand what I say. I will be giving you a look at the ever day life of a dyslexic person and the struggle that some times occur. I will also answer questions and tell you what I knew about this disabilities. I hope you like my blog and enjoy.