Sunday, December 31, 2006

A new year

One more year I can mark of the list
One year wiser
One year smarter
One year closer to going to calag
One year closer to moveieng out
One year closer to starting a fameil
ONe year closer to owne a busnis
One or more lesions lernd
One or more lesons taght
One or more people who have touched my life
One or more poeple whos lives i have touched
One more year of fun
One more year of friendships growing
One more year of blessings
One more year of paing
One more yer of hearships
One more year of friends ships ending
One more year of smart things done
One more year of dumb things done
One more year filled with the truth
One more year filled with lies
One more year to hate
One more year to love
One more year to grow closer to God
One more year down and how ever mean God choose to give me to go

A new year and a grate time to look back and see how life has gona adn what has hapend. And learning onec agen that life will go on. One more year means so mean things. And i hope God will please this year for you and your familes. Life can be hard and a new year can be scare a nother chance to mess up. But you alow have to rember it is another year to learn to do something wright. So take this year slow stop and smeal the roses look bac k next year and say this was a grate year. So what do you say? don't worey so much jsut relaces and let the year be. Let God show you what he wants to. And let everthing play out couse it alll has a reson. God has a plane for it. Make it your new years resilutions ome thing worth will like spending more time with God. Or mabey doing more things for Him. Or jsut lisen to him more. What do you say?

Friday, December 22, 2006

Do you ever fell like the cards are delt agenst you like you jsut got a wiked bad hand in uno. Or mabey you fell like you got the stort end of thes stike, or mabey nothing is going oyur way and it realy jsut stink on ice. I knew how that fell. School for me is frustrating. Alot of the time i have to have things repeted or i dont understand what people are saying.I get confused easly. I got this threa no matter who you are no matter where you live, no matter waht you are going to have strugles in your life. Poeple i have diffrnet stuggels mente,l fiscical, amoutinal, fameiley. So no matter what you msut have a sturgle. some thing you hate you wish you didn't want to have in you life. Hay i do i ant gana diny it i do. And i bet when i saidl i struglew you thought of one right.

well i have lernd a few things. One is that there is a reson for ever thing. I moved from one sdtat to anothere. I thought it was the end of the world it turns out one of the best things happend to me.that called Gods will for my life. Two God has a plane for your life no matter what you think. I can qustion that alot becouse of me haveing dyslaxia. And three good theings and bad things will come you way but ther is a plane for it.

But i always knew that that threa cna seem realy wrrong. Becouse to me i knew hwat it is like you fell like you are livening in a worled were everthing is perfect. Man do i knew that. Me and a friend agre on this and to us it seems like ever one else has a perfect life no matter what. And bolece me it stinks somewtimes wehn you think how you have tobe reminded ever single day about your problum and it fells like no one else has one. I guess i have a word of advise people mmsot likely have strugles in there life if not knew latter, but no one has a picture perfect olife i knew it seems like it but thay dont. but any way that is my two scens today.

Friday, December 01, 2006

Today some thing was said to me that really heart me.Their are serton things that do heart me and some one said some thing to me i will not say who or what. But i was heart. And rely didn't feal like talking to them at all.

I felt when this was said to me that they looked down on me because of a factor, it made me think what you don't think i am on the same playing field as you. I strive for the same grades as ever one els we are on a level playing field i was so mad at this person for what they sail they how no wright to say it.

I got mad because i was like what do you think we are not on the same playing field what am i sopos to go play with little kids wall you stay here. I am not going to say i am grate at stuff but i do knew when it comes to school i am on the same field as ever one else i play the same game i get help only in spell even thought i struggle in other areas. I made me mad. I don't think people take dyslexia as serious as it is. Only because there is no medication for it. But that is what makes it even worse because there is no cure or even help. I work twice as hard for half the grade. That is what it is like i can study for 4 hours then get a C and the person next to me can studio for 30 minuets and get an A. It really stinks on ice. It is some thing that I really struggle with because i am like why do i try. To me some times it just seems like it doesn't matter how hard i work it all just crashes down. But that's my life.