Good Bye

Ok so I am going to be gone. But don't wore I will be back and posting in no time do I guess this is good bye with the intention of posting agen.

I don't knew

Ok I would not suggest reading this post it is just a vent. Ok so I just got thinking and was thinking you knew so any way. Have you herd the swich foot song the beautiful let down and there CD beautiful let down. Well he says " I don't belong her" well that is how I am beginging to fell with my friends. I mean it just fells like I am so different from all of them and I don't knew I just think that I don't really belong with them some times and I think so of them can tell. Cause when I get uncomfortable I get really quite. But I don't knew I just fell like I am so distant from them. I don't knew it is just so weird. I don't knew I just dint fell comfortable around them some times. I told you not to read this so if you don't like it then I warned you.

Ok then will tell

What's up with all the tiger pix?


Ok I knew the tigers have nothing to do with dyslexia but one of my friends parents own a wild life preserve. It is a non-profit organization and they take any animal that was a banded or taken form the wild and then the owner decided it no longer wanted the tiger. Any way so I have a really soft spot for animals I'm sorry I just do and I don't have pickes of me so I decided why not the tigers. I love these animals because unlike people they don't jug you that just love you and want to play with you and they never make you fell dumb. So that is why I have the pikchers of the tigers and cause they are one of the things in my life that make me forget may even just for a minuet that I am dyslexic.

La La

Ok agen I have nothing to say so I think you all should give me something to talk about please help me.

Nothing to Wright

Ok so I'm board and have nothing to Wright about so.......... I had a though ask me a question ok cause I am board any question I don't care what it is about and if I knew anything about your question then will look it up ok so ask away.

I want to clarify

I think you all are getting the wrong impression on what I am saying. I don't try to not be dyslexic or hope I am not dyslexic when I wake up in the morning. I knew that dyslexia is a part of me and is who I am. Dyslexia is my thunderstorm on a sunny day. WE all have difficulties in life weather mental or fascicle or even family related. I knew that there is really no one that I knew personally that knows what I am going through. None of my friends and none of my family. But that is ok. I was made this way for a reason a purpose. Some day I might knew why but today I don't. So I am over dyslexia I guess you could say. For me I just knew it is something that will never Chang. But I am ok with that because it is who I am cause I would not be me with out dyslexia. So I wanted to make that clear to all of you that I am fine with being dyslexic.

What if

What if I didn't have dyslexia. I have thought about that so much. I have though man I would finely fit in and I would just be normal ( what ever that is). Maybe I would might good grades be some one grate. But then I come back to reality times I just wish I didn't have dylsexia. You knew it would be some much easer but then what I mean who would I be. Dyslexia is something that defines me it makes me who I am. It makes me well me. If I didn't have dyslexia I would never have to turn to other thing for good times I might have never tried snowboarding wakebording. I might not be Wright. Couse I wouldn't have to. All of those things are escapes for me so I can just forget that I am different that I can forget that I don't fit in they make me forget about it. So I guess I wont ever try to Chang who I am. Couse 1 I can't and 2 I might have troubles but it makes me who I am.

I hate days like this

Today I went and saw a move with my friends, and when I came home my mom wanted to show me some thing. So I was like ok and she gave me my grades and on the top was a paper that sailed I mead honerol. But that is the thing I liked till I look at my grades. I don't knew I just thought I could do better then that . See when this semester started I was like I am going to get all A's. So I worked for that. See this is why some of my friends say I have low selfastem is because I get heart like this I just think that I could relay do well here and finely just do good. But ever time I go for a goal I never make it. I'm tired of grades and I should just face it I cant get start A's I already work really hard and then times I work my hardest all that happens is I get an F. I don't have low selfastm I am just tired of saying I can do some thing and then being slapped in the face with reality. Being shown that that goal I set I wont make it. That's why I hate days like this.

Ok some things I have learned

There are some things I have learned because of dyslexia. One is that everything in life will not be given to you on a silver platter. Two with dyslesxia some times it don't matter if you studded from the time you got home till dinner for spelling test. You still might get an F that one I hate especial when your friend who barley studded got an A. Three that with dyslexia I usual learn a t a slower pace which can be annoying actual it is. Four I have to look to other thing then school to have fun or a good day like wakebording or snowboard. I love those sports. And five who you are is not always excepted by everyone. I just though those would be good to share with you.

Ok I am bordish

Ok so I have nothing to post about about so I have decided to see if you have any questions about dyslexia. So ask any questions about dyslexia in a response and I will answer in my next post. Thanks.

Man that is annoying

Would you like to knew what is annoying is when you are trying to read something and for like 10 minutes you are sitting there trying to figure out what a word is and you cant . Just though I wood say that. Yeah I think words are dumb so any way I just thought I should put it out there for all of you all to knew. Oh and I knew the picture has nothing to do with this post I just thought you should meat Hannah.

I'm getting better all the time

Well I am cinday board but had this on my mind. See the title of this post is I'm getting better all the time wall that is some of a country song it is also explaining me right knew. I don't knew if I am just begging weird or anything but I just thin I am getting better about having dyslexi. It is a part of me I cant Chang it. Although it is a nuisance if I ever had a choose I don't think I would Chang that I have it. I do some times think about what my life would be like if I didn't have dyslexia from the biggest thin like getting good grades to the smallest like begging able to Wright with out ton of spelling errors. But there are good thing that come out of me having dyslexia like I have had to all my life to work harder then everyone else I still remember being in thread grade and my little sister coming home with an A on her spelling test and being upset because just the year before I had taken the same test and probable gotten an F on it. I was always so baffled about it. But I think it has made me better because when I get older I will not expect everything to be easy, but instead I knew it will be harder. Sense I have some much trouble in school and other thing it has mad me have an imagination just to escape for a little bit from the trouble I have in ever day life it is like an escape I guess. So I just wanted tell you all that because I think you should knew that have dyslexia has made me a better person. I just thought that would be important to tell you.

another post another day. You knew what I think is really the worst part about being dyslexic or heaving an mental disability aka learning disability. I have to say it is fear. I knew what you are thinking fear? What how is that the worst? Well allow me to explain. Fear for me is different then what you fear I fear people finding out that I am dyslexic or fear that people will treat me different because of it and the fear of someone prejudge me because of it. Ok well the first one is just me probable and that is one reason I don't tell you my name well that other is just security anyways I don't want people to knew I am dyslexic because I just don't I don't think could ever give you a reason for it. The second reason is simple fear of being looked own on or put down. I was reading something one day and read this why do people with disabilities think the world revolves around them. I could not hold back my anger and responded alone the lines of I don't tell my friends or anyone because I don't want them to knew because I don't want the world to revolve around me. I think that is my biggest fear. The third is I don't want to be prejudge I knew it happens ever day but I don't want people to knew because I don't want to be prejudge. I knew that sometimes people with a disability are often called dumb. Yes I knew I already call my self dumb but I do knew that it probable is not true. I don't knew where all of the came from. I just though I would and this one thing when I do some stuff I usually have a signature it goes like this. I am a wakeborer, a surfer, a snowboard, and a strong Christen. Oh yah I am dyslexic. Any problems ? So yah. I hope you enjoyed reading this post. So um I guess.

Um so

Ok I don't have a lot to take about today. So I just thought I would give you another look into my life. I don't knew if I have a lot to complain about I'm only dyslexic I mean it could be a lot worse. Right? I once was asked how much of my life was effected by dyslexia. Truly when I thought about it, it affects a lot of my life I have come to realize that it doesn't only effect my school life but a lot more then that. I have learned that dyslexia effects my sport life to, I have problems with instructions and I also I have a little problem with learning my form for Tie Quon Do. So really I think dyslexia effects all my life. But I have also learned that with the difficulty of disallows also come the rewords. I have learned that because of the trouble with school and other things that I can really to others easily. I have gone through thing that none in my family or any of my friends will go through, but it has made me a better person. Wow this is a long post. So I guess I just wanted to say that. Thanks for reading.

Ok so for me I think the worst thing about being dyslexic is when I have to ask for help. I don't knew if I am to proud or to scarred people will think I am dumb. But I think the worst encounter I ever had was one day wall we (the class and me) we doing some English homework, and ofcours there is a word that I can not figure out. After multiple tries of sounding it out all ending in defeat I finely ask the girl behind me what the word was. And this is what made me mad was she used one of those tons that just sailed what are you stupid. I think that was what hurt the most. Well all I did was say thank you and turn around. Oh and about to scenic later I forgot the word but didn't have the courage to ask what it was again in fear of the same thing happening. So for me that has to be the hardest thing about being dyslexic.

Just an nother thought

Ok so just because I am dyslexic it does not mean I knew what ever dyslexic person thinks. So if you ever see a book like what your dyslexic child id think I would not advise you to read it to get a look at your child's mind. So this is how I fell about it. I don't like to tell people ever. I believe it is not a gift but it is a part of me. I think it is a little annoying at times but would never Chang that I have it. Think people with dyslexia can Chang the world just not me. So those are my thoughts

Ok so I will give you my first bit of information. See I think you would like to knew how do people get dyslexia. Well dyslexcia usual runs in families so it is come for more then one family member to have dyslexia. It I neurological. So if you have it in your family and if you are heaving trouble in spelling read math or keeping numbers street in an order, my best guess is to see if you are dyseixic.
There is different cases of dyslexia. With me it a sever case that causes problems with Math reading spelling other subjects. Also just because I child is dyslexic it does not meant that they are dumb I am sheer you would not say Tom Crush is dumb or Elbert Instin who were two dyslexic people. That is all for knew.

hello and welcome

Hi ok so I am officially a bloger any way this blog is going to be sully about dyslexia. See I am dyslexic and that is why have the time you wont be able to understand what I say. I will be giving you a look at the ever day life of a dyslexic person and the struggle that some times occur. I will also answer questions and tell you what I knew about this disabilities. I hope you like my blog and enjoy.