Friday, January 11, 2008

Never had a chance

I've been thinking alot latly aoubt my dyslexia and i guess i've know it all alone but i finly get it. I neer got achance, i never had a chance being normal. THe first breath i ever took i was dyslexice the lest breath ill atke is stil be dyslexic. Im ogignto use a relay easy picuter to hsow you whatit;s liek in my head aoubt iths. Some one who is born blind always wil lwoudner what it;s lieto see. Some one who lost ther sight knows waht its liekto see and wil wish for that bkac. Me Im that born blind. I nwat toknwo so bad how muhc diffnret it woudlb eif i wanst dysleix. WOuld get better grades? Would i play mroe sports? WOudl be a better guitarist? I;ve never tastewd that slat, but i wnat to knw so bad what it tase like, but ill never get a chance. This is my life it has been given to me and i cnat do anytihng aoubt it i dnat tkae medice for it i cant have a sergery for it. I tihn ksoemtes God mite give us thos realy hard things when were litle couse it's wrods when you knwo youknwo waht it;s lie eot see and you wnat it bakc. God made it tihs way so when i was litlte it was there so i wil never be able to say why cnat it go bakc that way cosue theres no ware for it to go bkac to.

One day ill be able to stnad infonrt of a corud adn give my testimony. M favrtie part of that testimont iwl bwe saiyg im dyslexic and the world says hay you're lower then me you;re way down there, but God Goda says wo wo wo no way mani love her jsut the saem. If soem one says to you for the first timei lvoe when you are you;re worst oyu know they iwll always love oyu. God lvoes me evne tohugh the world says ahy you arnet the top dog hay oyu cnat be. But God say ley me use you adn you'll see the worl cnat dinfe you that oen litle words dyslexia dcant difne you. I am And im using you so you ahve perpos and you;re important csouei made you that way.

I wont let a word dife me ther is only one person who cna. He is the God who loves me He is the God who gave mye life. He is hte God who made me adn said ahy i maid you work liek that now let yme use that. I'm like omses but but buttt Gooood I sttttuder" "Yeah wel lguess what Mosses i made that stuter i made that, I got it"-God

13 comments:

Jennifer said...

I'm so proud of how you are allowing God to use you and shape your life!! He has an incredible plan to use you in some special way & I can't wait to see it unfold in your life.

You are already an encouragement of strength to me! May God continue to reveal his purpose and plan for your life my friend!

Hugs & love!

Christy said...

Hey, D.J. I'm up having an allergy attack and took a minute to check into your blog. I'm glad to see you are still thinking deep thoughts. You know, my girls didn't choose to have CF, either, but I believe they were chosen to be an example of overcoming. That is certainly what you are!
Love and Light...

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